When is a girl too old to play in the "she said, she said" game? I feel, at 30, I should be too old for the game, but feel myself being plummeted back into it time and time again. I can only take it so long once I start hearing things that are being said about me before I go straight to the source. For that, I need help I guess....it just makes the game a continuous cycle that I can't get out of. I am soooo good and then SPLAT, I cruise back in for another round.
I look around me at different events...church, baseball games, playgroup outings and look at the women I am around....are they like this? Or am I immature? Am I MEAN? Am I being punished? Does anyone else I know play in a stupid game like this? I just want out!!!!! I think I will go read a book...fiction, so that for a few moments in time, I can be someplace else. And then maybe I can concentrate on how to be a better friend and make better choices. (Man, do I sound like Tara or what?!)
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