WHY????? A Rant!

I feel I have so many WHY questions all the time, and I take them "above" a lot, but I don't seem to hear Him answering them all, so I am bringing them to the blog. Why are some people able to have child after child and not deserve them at all? This is my big question of the day. Why are these the people that have no problem conceiving, that are SHOCKED when they get pregnant again (after just having a baby in Sept 05--and no, I'm not talking about Britney) and are upset about what they are going to do. WHY? And why are there good people, that try everything to conceive and just have no possible way other than a miracle to have a child. These people desperately WANT a child, have the means to be parents, would make wonderful Moms and Dads and can't have their wish? WHY? And why would the "baby factory" decide to rub it in the face of one that cannot conceive on her birthday? WHY? And why do I know this....because these people are in my life. Now I realize, this isn't major crime, death, murder or molestation I'm talking about, but it really hurts people and should be recognized. If anyone knows me at all and the people that have pushed their way into my lives, you know who I'm speaking of. Yes, Kristen is pregnant AGAIN! Her baby is 8 mos old, the twins that her husband created with a lesbian are 5 years old now, and they are having another baby. They don't have a full time job between the two of them, live on assistance and as one friend puts it, "goes in smelling like shit and comes out smelling like roses"--this is their existence. They always come out of everything like God is personally protecting every aspect of their lives. The one thing is though, that they don't live like God would want them to. They are spiteful, they are liars, they are who they are, and it's not pretty. As I type this I realize God wouldn't want me typing this either, but I am who I am as well....not perfect.

So, yesterday was Bobbie's birthday and Bobbie and her husband cannot conceive a child. They really want a child, are wonderful around children, and Kristen call her CRYING on her birthday to tell her she's pregnant and doesn't know what to do. WHAT???? She's 27 and married...not 15 and in high school. I know what she's going to do. Milk this pregnancy for all she can, collect even more assistance and sit on her lazy ass and "mother"--as horribly as she knows how! Does she NOT know how this happens? They don't use birth control and don't realize that this is the outcome for two fertile people? DUH!!!!!!! And why must she find out she's pregnant and call Bobbie, of all people, on her birthday, to tell her. Bobbie who would give anything to be that pregnant woman. And then turn May 12 (Bobbie's Day) into Kristen's day of crisis--which happens way too often to count. WHY? If anyone has the answer and would like to tell me, go for it....I'm too tired of the drama to figure it out. And while I like drama(I thrive on it!), I don't like drama that creates hurt for my friends.